It’s amazing how quickly your life can change. In the blink of an eye, or simply over knight. A sudden decision that you never thought would have an impact on your future but ends up changing everything.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night or I just simply can’t sleep 💤 , thinking to myself …. Is this really the life I’m supposed to be living!?
I used to be such a wild 😝 child , I discovered having sex outside was such a rush , I loved it. I wanted to do it again! So I did. Why not, I thought. I went skinny dipping in the middle of the night & was shy at the time but if I had the opportunity again I would love 💕 it so much more. Now that I’m no longer afraid to be myself , to speak my mind. To explore my sexual fantasies.
The one thing I miss the most of all is the passion when you just fell inlove. The way he looks at you and hangs on every word you say. That look that you matter and you know there’s nothing more he wants in the world then to be with you.
If you’ve been together for a while and especially after you have kids. You never see that look or get that feeling or get treated the same way ever again. This is what hurts the most. Woman need / Crave that feeling. Wanting to be wanted , wanting that passion , the intensity of the sexual desires you ones shared. That has all come down to … hi honey , how was your day… I’m tired going to bed! This is a clear indication that you’ve been together way too long and you’ll never again be seen as the sexy wild woman you once were and scream to be on the inside.